College life.

Today was my first day at college. It was really good but i was really nervous because we had to do tests, on English and Maths. I scored level 1 which wasn't bad but i should be getting level 2/3. We just done the two tests and writing a story and that was it. I don't have to go back in till Thursday, which is a bonus because it means i have most of these week off!

I saw some friends from school today, friends i haven't seen since we left. They just walked past and didn't say much, just a wave. One girl didn't even wave, just walked on by. I suppose i knew this would happen, everyone does, people move on. I actually feel upset about not seeing anyone from school anymore, like the people i don't normally hang around with. I suppose this is what life is about, growing up.

Just from going these past couple times, i know that i will have some really great friends. We are already deciding on what to do when the College has parties! I just hope we get put in the same group together. I really just can't wait to start, so i can stop worring and being nervous about going. I know the days are going to be long and hard, but i can really see myself enjoying this.

I'm gonna go and watch some 4oD then off the bed, i got up really early this morning for College and i stayed up late the night before. I am so tired, can't wait to sleep! I had a really good night tonight with my Boyfriend. He really is amazing, he really knows how to make my day. I'm worried that he's worried about me going to College and meeting someone else. He's mentioned it a couple times. No one else matters to me apart from him, i wouldn't look, why would i need to? The only reason girls flirt, look at boys, is because they want something from them. Why would i want something from another boy when i already have it from the most amazing boy ever. I just want him to know that there is nothing to worry about and he's everything to me. I would NEVER do anything like that!

Right, i'm off. Untill next time guys!:)

xoxo GossipGirl! <3

End of my school year.

I'm now 16 and have finished school. I done pretty well on my GCSE's D in Maths and Science C in English and R.E and 8Bs in my other subject which were, Drama, Production, ICT, COPE and FFWA. I was really worried about leaving school because i thought it would be scary and i would have no one to talk to. It's actually not that bad, college is a little scary but thats only because i haven't started it properly yet. School is all layed out for you, everything is the same all the routine is the same. Where are College you are on your own, you have to sort everything out yourself, times can change ect. I think i will really enjoy college though, the course i am doing sounds really good, i just hope i get no trouble from people.

These past two months have been amazing, i have been head over heals inlove, i still am. I have met this amazing boy called Brett Adam Gwinnell, he's 15 and is in year 11. Age doesn't matter, after all it is only a number. If the person makes you happy and treats you right, then thats all that matters. He is amazing and he always knows what to say. He also always corrects my spellings and mistakes i have made, which is really useful and is already helping me. He's met my mum and Step Dad and i think they both really like him, also my Grandparents and sister. They all like him, which is a bonus because if your family doesn't get on with your loved one it always makes the relationship harder. He makes me laugh all the time, the little things he does. Like when he says FTW and FTL it's so cute! Also, i love it when he sings, he is really good at it!

Right i'm off, i might write again tomorrow. See ya x