College life.

Today was my first day at college. It was really good but i was really nervous because we had to do tests, on English and Maths. I scored level 1 which wasn't bad but i should be getting level 2/3. We just done the two tests and writing a story and that was it. I don't have to go back in till Thursday, which is a bonus because it means i have most of these week off!

I saw some friends from school today, friends i haven't seen since we left. They just walked past and didn't say much, just a wave. One girl didn't even wave, just walked on by. I suppose i knew this would happen, everyone does, people move on. I actually feel upset about not seeing anyone from school anymore, like the people i don't normally hang around with. I suppose this is what life is about, growing up.

Just from going these past couple times, i know that i will have some really great friends. We are already deciding on what to do when the College has parties! I just hope we get put in the same group together. I really just can't wait to start, so i can stop worring and being nervous about going. I know the days are going to be long and hard, but i can really see myself enjoying this.

I'm gonna go and watch some 4oD then off the bed, i got up really early this morning for College and i stayed up late the night before. I am so tired, can't wait to sleep! I had a really good night tonight with my Boyfriend. He really is amazing, he really knows how to make my day. I'm worried that he's worried about me going to College and meeting someone else. He's mentioned it a couple times. No one else matters to me apart from him, i wouldn't look, why would i need to? The only reason girls flirt, look at boys, is because they want something from them. Why would i want something from another boy when i already have it from the most amazing boy ever. I just want him to know that there is nothing to worry about and he's everything to me. I would NEVER do anything like that!

Right, i'm off. Untill next time guys!:)

xoxo GossipGirl! <3

End of my school year.

I'm now 16 and have finished school. I done pretty well on my GCSE's D in Maths and Science C in English and R.E and 8Bs in my other subject which were, Drama, Production, ICT, COPE and FFWA. I was really worried about leaving school because i thought it would be scary and i would have no one to talk to. It's actually not that bad, college is a little scary but thats only because i haven't started it properly yet. School is all layed out for you, everything is the same all the routine is the same. Where are College you are on your own, you have to sort everything out yourself, times can change ect. I think i will really enjoy college though, the course i am doing sounds really good, i just hope i get no trouble from people.

These past two months have been amazing, i have been head over heals inlove, i still am. I have met this amazing boy called Brett Adam Gwinnell, he's 15 and is in year 11. Age doesn't matter, after all it is only a number. If the person makes you happy and treats you right, then thats all that matters. He is amazing and he always knows what to say. He also always corrects my spellings and mistakes i have made, which is really useful and is already helping me. He's met my mum and Step Dad and i think they both really like him, also my Grandparents and sister. They all like him, which is a bonus because if your family doesn't get on with your loved one it always makes the relationship harder. He makes me laugh all the time, the little things he does. Like when he says FTW and FTL it's so cute! Also, i love it when he sings, he is really good at it!

Right i'm off, i might write again tomorrow. See ya x

R.I.P Jamie Fish....x

Jamie Fish 1994-2009.
Why? why do such horrible things happen to such good people? He was such a lovley boy, always had a smile on his face. He always cheered you up when you got sad, hed always know what to say. Me and Jamie shared the same birthday: 14th January. We also were born in the same hospital. He used to call me his sister and i used to call him my brother:)
I was thinking about it, i probably went on the last holiday that he ever went on.We went to Venice. I got to share it with him! At least i no he had real good fun:) ill always remember it.We were on the plane on the way home holding hands whispering to each other were ganna make it!:L
His hugs were the best, caring and warm. His laugh was the best.Ill never forget that. His hair used to be soo soft. Hed tell me about what hed done last night to make it soo soft:P

I really hope his family are ok. I no it must be really hard lossing someone you love so much. Its hard for me. So i can hardly think what there going through.
The Funeral. It went really well i thought. Well i thought it was a really good service. It was soo sad (in a good way) i was crying most of the way through it. We came in and they played the song from linking park- Numb. When Jamie was with me we used to play that song together we used to say how much we loved it. Then in the middle of the service they played the Aerosmith song. Such a sad song to play. Everyone cried at that song. Then at the end they played scouting for girls- James bond. This song really reminds me of him. "oh i whish i was James Bond just for a day kissing all the girls..." Jamie Would love to kiss all the girls:P At the end they let the parents and grandparents say there last good byes. It was soo heart breaking. His grandad went up to Jamie's photo at the front looked at it kissed it then started to cry. It was soo hard to watch.

After all this time its still really really hard to believe hes really gone. It just feels like hes gone away for a while and any day now he will be back to hug me and call me his sister again. All the teachers at school have been really supportive. In June were going to do race for life and we're going to run for Jamie. Were going to be called Jamies Angels. Were going to "run" (walk really:P) with a bloon on are arm saying Jamie or Jamies angels and after we get past the finsh line were going to let it go.

I just wanna say to Jamies parents well done for bringing up such a lush boy! Hes left a print on all of are lifes. We will never forget him. He will be missed by loads. I love you Jamie my Birthday Bruvv:D xx Rest in peace..x

Up to Date with things.

Good Music:) well theres alot of music i like at the moment, some people may like but some people might not like. Ive rescently been told im good to get on with because ive always got something to talk about.Is that a good thing? i think it is.
Life. Lifes good at the moment, ive got lots of new friends and im also still friends with all the girls from year 7. I really like being in year 10, its good because you only do the lessons you have chose but i do miss some of the lessons i used to take, like i miss learning about the war. It really intrests me.
Cats. we now have 7 cats! they are really anoying but its ok i guess. We still have Bailey Kizzy Taylor and Hedi but we also have Steve's ( mums husband) cats, News Elvie and pie. The thing is i want a dog. My aunty Maria has one and hes lush! his name is Buz. We take him dog traing its really fun. This weekend we are going to cruffs:)

New me:)

Hey guys, ive desided to start writing on here:)
ive just had my 15th birthday:)
Also i have moved into Bridge Learing Campus its really good and its also quite big:)
i'll write some more later:) xx

braces

i have to have braces i caint wait.i will have train tracks at the top first and clip on ones at the bottom cuz if i have both on at the same time they will crash and brably hurt.the otherdenstest said i have to have them on for bout 2to 3 years.i will have them in when this babby tooth comes out.

these films i love

i love these films i think there the best.

i watch it over and over again lol.

my fav part is when there at the fancy dress party and hes in the toilets and he sees the fish tanke and then juliet looks in it and they make funny faceys in it lol.

the bit i hate is the bit when juliets cusson gets a bit of class and throws it at romeos best freind and he dies.

this is moulin rouge i couldnt get a gd pic

the bit i really like is the bit when ewan signes cuz hes got a gd voice,

the bit i didnt like was when she dies.

i love this movie.

the bit i liked the most was the dancing.

and wen she got more convudent and hit that other girl :p

the bit i didnt like was none of it cuz i really liked it.

i rekamend these movies to all of u!

bloon festa

i went out the other day on my trampoling all day wating for the bloons but they neva came out.i got really excited about the bloons coming out:p.today when me and mum went to swiming on the radio it said that it was too windy for the bloons to go up this morren but they will go up tonight at 6 so i can watch them then lol.we might go and watch the bloon glow tonight tho i caint wait.

hi

hi everyone i am sorry i havent said much but i have got a piczo site and a my space plus my sis is always on my laptop!well there is nothing really to say.My sis went to her prome today and she went in a limo i had a look in omg i cant belive i had a look in a limo:p
oh yeah last week we had a st.lucia person come over and stay with us her name was chriatsa i have probloy spelt it wrong lol.she was really nice and when i lerarnt everyones names they all left and some of them gave me a hug when they left and i nerely cried i never wonted them to go back:(
i am going on a school trip tomorrow i caint wait arrrrrgh were going to chepstow on a humanites trip.well i will try and wright tomorrow cya ya for now.

a pic that i like lol

i love this one!!!!

bulling

the other week this girl i was sat next to goes"yuk look at her ginis bag" so i went"so do i care" and then she made up a rime it goes a bit like this"hay ginge is" some thing like that well the beging so i got really upset then she started calling me a tramp and paul was in the room so i went and seen him crying laura was there to (his m8) then they were saying stuff like why did u say that for u little tramp.Then paul said if u dont stop i will dig ur mole out.We went to find mr young(my head of year) but we coulndnt find him.
A week before that in science this girl called jade came up to me and stale my p.e bag and she ran of with it. it had my spiky sharp tranners in there and my shorts.i said"wow its only a p.e" looking sracikly"can i have it back now!!!!!!"so she comes back and she swinges it across my head really hard and it hert then she tryed to strangle me with the bag cuz i rember seeing it go on top on my head nerly getting onto my neak and i manched to stop her.the f**king cow.lol.well it has sort of been sorted out.my sis said she neva came in to school for a few days cuz she was scared paul and laraua were going to bitt her up.lol:p
now this boy keeps coming up to me and like saying some thing nasty well going to and then saying o no i better not cuz if i do yr11s will get me. i just look at him like yes of course and thinking in my head the stupid boy!!!!:p
i wont to say a BIG thank you to paul and larua (the one who was with paul.i dont know her last name lol).

my hair

i had my hair done to day it looks really nice lol :p and abbys hair

horrible bailey

yesterday me mum and abby heard 3 big bangs so i went upstairs in to my bedroom and the hampster cage was on the floor and all the sawdust was on the floor everywhere me and mum thing that bailey jumped on the cage and cuz she is soo heavy the cage fell over.So i put the hamster in its ball and told abby to watch it down stairs shes terrivied of hamsters so me and mum cleaned out the hamster cage mum vagumend and i washed the cage so it all smells nice now thank god. 

hi

i have falled out wid my best mate.

my best mate serena has been being really nasty to me and yesterday i was going to go trampoling but when my mate alice said are you going trampoling i said "yes" then i heard serena say "i told u if she went then i am not going" so then shannie said "no" because serena usally says to shannie like she did last week "aww can u plz walk with me home plz plz" and shannie usally says "yes ok then" so i expted that is what she done then alice said shes not going so then i said in my head i wont go because i dont wont to go trampoling my my self.Then after brake in maths i heard them saying that they are going trampoling so i was like fine u lot go trampoling dont let me spoil your fun.So at lunch i spent my trampoling money well some of it.Well i would like to say a BIG thank-you to chloe for always being there for me when everyone else like wonts her to go with them and stuff like that.

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carla has started again

from when i first wrote about this we mad friends but know she has started and it is getting very bad we have been telling lots of teacher about this but no one has been taking nostic.Cristol has gone of now so that is one good thing but know its just carla an kenna and yesterday they came up to me and said "what gives u the right to get ur sister involed" and i said "i havent got her involed" and then i said"canit i tellmy sister stuff i bet u tell ur mum or who ever about me and my mates"and she said"no she doent care" i was like right then.so today me and my mates mind are on bisnes and carla comes up to me and says "what gives u the right for ur sister to shout at me" and i thought she wonted do that.so i went to find her and i asked her did u shout at carla and she said no.So she was saying to shannie "i am going to nock u and u will go flying" well she said something like that but at the end of it she said and u will go flying.so i said" i bet u wont even do it so she said comeon then come out sideand i will beat u up and i just walked away i wasnt not scared of her i just didnt know if i should or not at the time.so after a wile we went out side and adele said she will beat up carla so they went out side and adele was just laughin and there were tons of people around us.At luch time carla punched alice so alice got carla back.then these year 8 people cameup to us and said "why are u beating up my friend for" and we said were not. so they said"if you say anything about carla or even say her name you wait and i will came a bash u up"and we said nothing.so we cameout of are next lesson and i shouted down the stairs "CARLA" really loud and i waited to see if anyone came and bashed me and nnothing happend looks how hard they are.

have u seen this advert it is crazy and it keeps on coming on my tv arrrrhh.he he ha ha

chloe's house

i slept around chloe's house it was great we went to taffant park and everything.Then i got to sleep around again to i have never slept around someones house on a school night.

happy birthday serena

happy birthday serena for sunday.I hope it will be great.